Gotta Lotta Walls.

Quick Update:

-New promotion kicks ass. I've kicked up my hourly wage about four dollars an hour. On a slow day. Hello, money. Savings. Financial security. And buying whatever the hell I want.

-We move in 17 days. It keeps getting closer and closer. I cannot wait.

-My mom is doing 9012894813947 times better. It's incredible.

-Hustling. To say the least.

-Two birthday dinners, Atmostphere, Let Me In, Rob Zombie, and my birthday this weekend. Cannot wait.

Life rocks.

The end.

Oh, yeah.

23 days.
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Raise Your Weapon - Deadmau5 [ BRAND NEW ]

Well, I finally found techno I love. I think I was just waiting for the right song to hit me.

A.ma.zing.

!!!

31 days.
That is all.

Seriously,

Leave me alone. There's a reason all significant entries from over the past month have been private. I shouldn't have to think "Fuuuck, what now?" everytime I log into facebook and have a message in my inbox.

:]

I want to be where your heart is home.

She & Him. And Him. And dancing with the girls. And beer. And Desert Edge.

Love.Love.Love.

A breath of fresh air.

Life has been incredible lately. Every single day has been a new, amazing adventure. I'm exactly where I want to be in life right now, progressing. I keep apologizing to myself every day about getting so off track. If I had stuck to the plan and my gut, I could have found this peace of mind a few months ago. I'm in love with everything around me. Friends. Family. Work. Boy. Late night phone calls. Bar nights. Adventures. Pinnacle grape. Thai food excursions. Music. Concerts. Rollercoasters. Bon fires. Pool parties. BBQ's. Every single day has had something different to offer. I forgot I was capable of feeling this way. I am so happy with where my life is going.

Now, if only we could manage to find a third roommate.. Everything would be picture perfect.

Tracers.

It's crazy that reading one word can bring back this huge flood of the most vivid memories I've ever had. Chills instantly run up my spine and leave goosebumps reminding me of, undeniably, one of the most life changing experiences I've ever had. I'm suddenly reminded of the overwhelming feeling that life is good, no great. Everything in it is great and deserves to be experienced in a positive manner. I remember what it's like to feel completely comfortable with myself. I can feel the rush of needing, not just wanting. I never understood it before. Every memory should be able to be felt this thoroughly. I'm left wondering why I can't have any other memories so vivid and questioning, for the first time ever, if I'd relive the memory or take it back in a heartbeat.